Saturday, July 3, 2010

一宿虽有哭泣,早晨便必欢呼!我明了~

从去年开始为神火热,生命不断不断地成长,从里到外,非常地丰富~但到了六月头,事情就有所改变了……

渐渐发现身边所发生的事情不再如己所愿,
往常的供应一个一个被终止。起初,还没怎么发觉,就继续靠着那仅有的、剩下的,来继续我的路程。当然啦,谁都知,耗尽是迟早的事。就这样,枯干了,累了,停顿了,发现了……

在这段时间,非常地挣扎,不知如何是好。心中开始不服,开始埋怨。照真理来说,我服侍神,神应该供应我啊!为什么会有这种事发生呢?

有好一段时间吧~好像驾着没油了的车在高数公路上行驶,还硬撑。用自己所谓的聪明来解决事情,反而弄巧反错。难听点,我就是快死了!

感谢神,他再一次把我带进旷野,再一次被破碎,从六月二十七号直到今天。不容易啊……=.=

我领受了两处的经文,是我一星期禁食祷告的标准:
1.
所以大卫为这孩子恳求神,而且禁食,进入内室,终夜他在地上。
- 撒母耳记下12:16
2. “我亲生儿子尚且寻索我的性命,何况这便雅悯人呢?由他咒骂吧!因为这是耶和华吩咐他的。或者耶和华见我遭难,为我今日被这人咒骂,就赐恩与我。”
- 撒母耳记下16:11-12

神的话语,加上组长的祝福,我开始了我在旷野的旅程。就如大卫,我在自己的密室里以泪洗脸了七天七夜,破碎、刻苦、谦卑、悔改、回转、呼求!(真的真的很不好过,很辛苦,可以说是在神面前发脾气,分明是在找死…但是神靠近伤心的人,拯救灵性痛悔的灵(诗篇34:18),他所要的祭是忧伤的灵,他必不轻看忧伤痛悔的心(诗篇51:17)。他真好,他永远都那么好~)

神的灵充满我,让我从新得力。他把祷告的火再一次放在我的心中。并且,我得了
三个启示
1.
这些事你要殷勤去做,并要再次专心,使众人看出你的长进来。你要谨慎自己和自己的教训,要在这些时上恒心;因为这样行,又能救自己,又能救听你的人。
- 提摩太前书4:15-16
2. 把神居首位,以神为重~
3.
因为你的财宝在哪里,你的心也在那里。一个人不能侍奉两个主。不是恶这个爱那个。就是重这个轻那个。你们不能又侍奉神,又侍奉玛门。
- 马太福音7:21,24

故事说来话长,重点是,感谢神又提升了我,我更明白他的旨意、更刚强了!忧伤刻苦的日子就此告一段落,
一宿虽然有哭泣,早晨便必欢呼(诗篇30:5)。
我要再次穿起我的全副军装,进入战场,迎接下一场的挑战,我必得胜,并且得胜有余!!!

Friday, February 12, 2010

Christians! Must See!!!

Christians, open up your spiritual eyes and watch this! Open up your spiritual ears and listen to this! Open up your heart!

It is a call from God above. No time to waste already. He is coming back soon. Do what you should do before it is too late!

Friday, January 29, 2010

Gambateh, my friends~!

Specialist to all my families and friends, a short and simple post for you guys.

Living in this imperfect world, getting worse and worse, we will never know what will happen tomorrow. Good or bad, ups or downs, right or wrong, fair or unfair~ We will never know what we'll get tomorrow. Some of us may afraid to face tomorrow, worry of failure and unexpected things, scare that we'll do wrong again. May be we have tried so hard to be the best, but that make us stress out and yet we didn't get what we want. Mindful of why and how. Searching for better way or answer. No one can give you the answer and you are alone? Feel like giving up?

My friends, cheer up~ Put aside these things, and look at your surroundings, you'll find things that are beautiful and worth enough for us to be grateful. Don't say you can't find, search for them, indeed they exist! Just that the bad things blind folded your eyes.

No worry. Everything is in control in a mighty creator's hand. Raise your head, look at the sky, and pray if you need a miracle, He heards~ Be positive, forgets what's behind, last year, last month, last week and yesterday, look forward and run towards your dream.

Know what is the most beautiful thing in this world? It's the LOVE. Families' love, friends' love and of course God's love. He has put love in this world which makes the world so beautiful. When you are alone, there's someone cares for you. When you fall, there's someone ready to lend you a helping hand. When you are down, there's someone is praying for you. When you have sorrow, there's someone ready to listen to you. When you feel like giving up, many don't want you to.

We'll walk together. We are not made to be alone. No matter how tough we're, don't face your life on your own. Let's stay together. It's the love that makes everything beautiful, that joins us together. This love is more than enough for us to be thankful.

So, my friends, rub off your tears, put a smile on your face, and let's walk together with honesty and patience, with love. Gambateh~! ^^

With LOVE.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Hello 2010!!! (Additional)

Today's Sunday service was awesome! The whole sermon was like a confirmation for me. From the previous post, I said that I felt this year will be full of harvest, full of joy.

And today, our dearest Pastor Peter shared about praise and worship. He told us about the power of praising using our mouth either in spirit or mind. Praise God at anyplace and anytime. Rejoice and praise either in favorable or adverse circumstance. We praise, not only because we're so blessed physically, but we praise because of the wonderful and mighty things He has done on the cross to rescue us. Solely because of the salvation and grace we received from Him, it's worth enough for us to praise Him using all we got forever and ever. Praises bring joy, praises bring healing anointing, praises bring miracles, praises can influence situation and atmosphere, praises are so powerful as they bring great influence in spirituality and reality!

Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Saviour and my God.
Psalm 42: 5

I will extol the LORD at all times, His praise will always be on my lips. My soul will boast in the LORD; let the afflicted hear and rejoice. Glorify the LORD with me; let us exalt His name together.
Psalm 34: 1-3

So what shall I do? I will pray with my spirit, but I will also pray with my mind; I will sing with my spirit, but I will also sing with my mind.
1 Corinthians 14: 15

I will praise You forever for what You have done; in Your name I will hope, for Your name is good. I will praise You in the presence of Your saints.
Psalm 52: 9

As years passed, I am sure that the challenges I'll face will get tougher and tougher. (One of them is my study~ Upper six already~ facing STPM~! ) But, don't know why, my heart still full of joy and excitement. Truely it's the power of praises. I will make year 2010 full of melody of praise.

Blessed are those who have learned to acclaim you, who walk in the light of your presence, O LORD.
Psalm 89:15

Hallelujah~! Praise Him~! ^^